#$%&*#$%$#* dammit dammit dammit.

[ultraviolet9a]

I'm so fucking frustrated right now. It should have been a really great day, because hey? New clothes, which fit really nicely and all that, and here I am in a totally fucked up mood because 

a) I just discovered I forgot a notebook in one of the schools I work and though I'm pretty sure I can get it back on Monday, it freaks me out because I'd rather have it when I work (handy little bugger with lots of notes) and I can't remember if I have other info written on it (which I doubt but never mind). What freaks me is that I forgot it. Cuz I don't forget things. And the little possessive gollum in me is thinking SHIT MY NOTEBOOK IS SOMEWHERE ELSE RIGHT NOW. I WANT THE DAMN BOOK BACK AND I HATE HAVING TO WAIT TILL MONDAY. (if I retraced my steps correctly and have actually forgotten it where I think I have..)

b) Did I mention that distant relatives you never really liked are a pain in the ass to have over? IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY WEEKEND. MY HOPEFULLY RELAXING, FUN WEEKEND. And instead tomorrow I'll be the welcoming committee to people I don't think I really like and that managed to agitate me over the phone because boy, do some manners suck or what?
I probably sound like a bitch and maybe I'll be all mellowed out once they are here but for the time being I'm so pissed off. Kind of in advance really, cuz I know that sth will happen to piss me off.

So I'm ranting here instead.

And whining.

And I'll take a bath now cuz I'm in a totally ew phase. God, March doesn't seem to be my month of the year.

Nighty.

Comments

[smilla02.livejournal.com]

Man, I'll have relatives visiting too. Not so distant, but I kind of like my privacy, especially right now. Sighs. We cling together in our mutual pain so the time will pass faster.

*hugs*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Yes, let's cling together cuz this weekend is not passing fast enough. Just wait. I'll be ranting about it in my next lj entry soon enough. It's been bad since yesterday (and not just cuz of the visits.)