the wind and the west moon
Dec. 22nd, 2007 02:24 pm>>the wind and the west moon
TITLE: the wind and the west moon
AUTHOR: ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
ultraviolet9a
SPOILER: for everything Spike, and pretty much everything SPN.
ultraviolet9aSPOILER: for everything Spike, and pretty much everything SPN.
GENRE: Gen. Xover with Angel the series. Or Buffy the vampire slayer. Don’t know, take your pick, Spike was in both, so there.
CHARACTERS: Spike, Bobby Singer, Sam and Dean Winchester.
SUMMARY: Set after the Xmassy SPN episode
RATING: R
FEEDBACK: Dude…duh.
DISCLAIMER: Can somebody hand over Spike please? Pretty please? No? I didn’t think so either. Fudge.
FEEDBACK: Dude…duh.
DISCLAIMER: Can somebody hand over Spike please? Pretty please? No? I didn’t think so either. Fudge.
NOTE: dear zombieprincess buffyaddict13, this is for you. Because of your general shininess. (*hoops and yoyo wave*)
buffyaddict13, this is for you. Because of your general shininess. (*hoops and yoyo wave*)NOTE2: beta by shiny hiyacynth
hiyacynthAfter the first death, there is no other.
-Dylan Thomas-
Spike’s made of a lot of words these days.
He doesn’t want to think in pictures, cuz pictures hurt
((Angel dust))
and they scar deep ((it shouldn’t have been you)), but words… words are cheap candy wrap, and he doesn’t tear it off. Doesn’t have to.
He plays small looping gigs in his mind, word games, because he’s always been good at them. Like, effulgent. S for sex and P for pistols, I for… I, and oh bugger it all, because after the ‘s’ it’s not important. Most of the words he’s made of, he decides as his fingers circle over smooth wood, seem to fall in with his chosen name’s monogram. Sex and sarcasm and soul and suicide and self-loathing. And sadness. And shit, Angel used to say, but Angel’s not here. No one is here.
((you get to live. again.))
Spike’s mind runs through the whole sodding alphabet (here comes the s again), but always gets stuck on the ‘s’. Stumbles and falls, and maybe he can’t handle words, he can’t, not the ones that start with that bloody letter anyway. Slayer and Sire and shanshu and soul and sin and sacrifice and so.much.pain.
( (bloody hell) )
