#$%&*#$%$#* dammit dammit dammit.

[ultraviolet9a]

I'm so fucking frustrated right now. It should have been a really great day, because hey? New clothes, which fit really nicely and all that, and here I am in a totally fucked up mood because 

a) I just discovered I forgot a notebook in one of the schools I work and though I'm pretty sure I can get it back on Monday, it freaks me out because I'd rather have it when I work (handy little bugger with lots of notes) and I can't remember if I have other info written on it (which I doubt but never mind). What freaks me is that I forgot it. Cuz I don't forget things. And the little possessive gollum in me is thinking SHIT MY NOTEBOOK IS SOMEWHERE ELSE RIGHT NOW. I WANT THE DAMN BOOK BACK AND I HATE HAVING TO WAIT TILL MONDAY. (if I retraced my steps correctly and have actually forgotten it where I think I have..)

b) Did I mention that distant relatives you never really liked are a pain in the ass to have over? IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY WEEKEND. MY HOPEFULLY RELAXING, FUN WEEKEND. And instead tomorrow I'll be the welcoming committee to people I don't think I really like and that managed to agitate me over the phone because boy, do some manners suck or what?
I probably sound like a bitch and maybe I'll be all mellowed out once they are here but for the time being I'm so pissed off. Kind of in advance really, cuz I know that sth will happen to piss me off.

So I'm ranting here instead.

And whining.

And I'll take a bath now cuz I'm in a totally ew phase. God, March doesn't seem to be my month of the year.

Nighty.