Missed my lists?

[ultraviolet9a]

It won't be a list really. It will be a good and bad thing. Uhm. There will be lots of buts inserted. (I agree that butts would be more interesting but the only variety right now is the one-T kind. Ahem.)

I got this whole Castiel thing going on. Haven't felt this... focused since John. If that makes any sense. And I'm writing this fic about Castiel. BUT. I don't have a clear head and can't write it tonight. And also, second BUT, I'm staying clear of any Castiel related fics (and generally staying away from fics. I need writing focus) so as not to be influenced, which means I have to postpone reading smilla02 and dotfic , and i'm SO. ITCHING.TOREAD.THEM. ARGH.

SWEET CHARITY THING! \o/ It's all so very exciting!!! BUT. I'm pretty sure I won't win anyone. Ah well. And I wish there were those graphics you put in your journal to say you're a ho tart whatever. (Just a small moment of weakness, that's all.)

My car, my car. New problems. I don't know what the hell is up now. It's only 3 years old and has done 70.000 km. Driving is mostly in not straight roads, rather lots of ribbonlike up and down winding, but maaaaan. Duuuude. *whine* I'm taking it to the carmechanic guys tomorrow. BUT. I get to see them. They always cheer me up (except when i have to pay. Dude. Duuuude. *more whine*)

Dude. Dude. I got both my ringfingers bandaged. One for unidentified bleeding and the other by a papercut the size of Kansas. So ok, it's just a papercut, but now i'm touchtyping really, really slowly, or else you'd be reading somethiowng liawket thiss. *sigh*

And work's been really, really tiring. BUT. Most of my kids are FTW. YES.

That's pretty much it. *looks at ceiling hoping Castiel will fall down somewhere*

Comments

[smilla02.livejournal.com]

Did Castiel fall? No. Argh! I was hoping.
I understand what you say about not reading other's people stories when you're trying to write yours. I do the same and that's why I disappear from commenting and LJ until I'm done, especially if it's being hard.

Castiel has created such a shift in the dynamic between Sam and Dean that it's being very challenging writing them again. It's like I don't have a comfort zone anymore.

Good luck with your story and your car. Cars, man I hate when cars break down.

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

He didn't fall. *taps foot on floor, looks at ceiling pointedly*

I know what you mean. Not about the comfort zone, but about the new dynamics. We can BUILD on again! (also, heeeeh. *smishes you, you know why*)

Got the car fixed, i think. I hope. Something about the breaks. Got off cheaply.

[dotfic.livejournal.com]

♥ Now I'm looking forward to what you're going to do with him.

I always worry, when I have an IDEA, that someone else in fandom will write and post it first. And I don't want to be too influenced, get my own thoughts out without worrying about what other people are doing on that subject. OTOH...I find reading the fic almost as shiny as writing it and sometimes can't restrain myself from reading anyway. But sometimes, you just have to turtle and focus on your story.

Which you are going to finish soon. Yes you are. The power of Misha Collins' stare compels you.

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Oh YES. I know what you mean about the IDEA thing. It's just, i HAVE to do this tonight. Have to. Should. Will try.

OMG YES. THE POWER OF MISHA COLLIN'S STARE. YES. GAH.

[tiffosis.livejournal.com]

papercuts are evil!!!!

hope all goes well with car babe. good luck.

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

So far, so good. \o/

[brigid-tanner.livejournal.com]

My sympathies on the cut fingers! Cut the tip of my right ring finger the other day and it made me NUTS trying to type.

Hoping Castiel drops in on you soon ;)

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

OMG YES. Ahem. *smish*