Sometimes it is better to light a flamethrower than curse the darkness.

[ultraviolet9a]

Like the almighty OMG Terry Pratchett would say. So. Here's me lighting the flamethrower, which, all things considering is a rather ironic choice of quote but never mind. Things that are done can't be undone, at least not in my ontological level. Distruction has been, grief has been, a shift in me has been, time has been. Moving on. Right? Right.

So. Coping. Cutting my hair. Throwing away clutter. Starting yoga. Donating to charity thingies. Watching HL episodes, because lord knows I missed MacLeod. All he needed was a Katana and swoosh! The world seemed clear in a very Boyscout kind of way I long for, plus, hey, Methos. Please. I mean Methos. 

And starting school again helped. Seeing my kiddos again was the total uplift.

Anyway.

I feel as if I haven't been here for eons. I know I haven't replied to people and haven't checked up on stuff which makes me probably...well...not exactly the postergirl for a good flister. And I owe birthday fics and PIFs and stuff. And probably like, a lot of comments. And I don't know how fast or how much or how frequent I can catch up.

But here's the deal: I have missed you. And I hope you're well and shiny and happy. *hugs* And if there's anything you'd like me to read or know, feel free to self and hetero-pimp. :)

And *scratches head* things I got to say or else I'll be totally inexcusable:

Like, hey

longhairedlady, that capslock is my bitch icon thingy was made of awesome and yei I will use it, thank you! *hugs*

And hey, smilla02, buffyaddict13, hiyacynth. You're like the shiniest of the sunshine rainbow cheesecake land (Unicornia of course) and never, ever, EVER fail to make me smile. So thank you for that. Had we been living in the same town I'd be knocking on your door with chocolates and rainbows and balloons and flowers and unicorns and naked Winchesters and sparkly stuff like that and be all mushy over you. But we don't. So...uhm. Can you settle for a really, really tight hug? *HUG*

Also? Hey, shiny flist of mine! *sprinkles you with sparkly joy*

So there.

That's what I wanted to say.

I'm pretty sure I've forgotten stuff. Eventually I'll remember.

Goodnight for now.

 

Comments

[tigriswolf]

Hiya!

(I need an icon where someone's waving. Hmm.)

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Hi you!!! (i love the horse icon way better than anyone waving. :) )

[angharadd.livejournal.com]

Yay! Glad to see you back and safe! *hugs*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[girlfan1979.livejournal.com]

Hey, I've been thinking about you, and I'm glad you're back.

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

It's great seeing you too!!

[pdragon76.livejournal.com]

welcome back! *waves madly*

I have missed my explosive flisty!

*wishes you good things*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Hi there! *waves equally madly back*

[smilla02.livejournal.com]

YAY! You're back. If you had not come back I was starting to consider more drastic measures.
*snuggles you like a snuggly thing*

LJ is not the same without you!

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Drastic measures? Like, maybe sending the Winchesters over to fetch me? Huh? :)

I've missed you too *goes back to do the snuggly thing*

[smilla02.livejournal.com]

Drastic measures? Like, maybe sending the Winchesters over to fetch me? Huh? :)

Yes, that was one of my ideas, others involved me begging and crying until you took pity and came back :D

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

That would have worked too. :) Except, you know, you could combine it. Like, send the Winchesters begging and crying to me. Heh heh.

[dotfic.livejournal.com]

Hey, hon. I have been thinking about you. *hugs* It's good to have you back!

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Hey you! *hugs* It's great to be back with you guys.

[hiyacynth.livejournal.com]

Sweetie!! Hi! Welcome back! Take the reentry as gradually as you need.

*enormous skwishy hugs*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Yeeeei! on the whole squisky huggy thing!

[brin-bailey.livejournal.com]

You're back! *squeezes* Never leave again! *clings*

Hehe. You were greatly, greatly missed sweetie! :D

*does a little dance*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

You're just so pretty when you're dancing! *hugs*

[labseraph.livejournal.com]

You're back! Hope the fine mood and optimism stays put all the time.

*hugs*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Oh i hope so too! *keeps fingers crossed, hugs*

[erinrua.livejournal.com]

Hey, lady! Great to see you back! I can only imagine what it's been like over here, given that we've had some unfortunate experience with wildfires out here in Nevada - but nothing like you were describing. Anyhow. So glad to see you back, hope you are safe and ditto for all you love, and that all is well and quiet, now. I did manage to finish and post a chaptered fic, but I don't think anybody will be offended if you can't catch up on all you've missed - just get your feet under you, catch your breath, and we'll see you when your time and energies allow. :-) *HUGS*

~ Erin

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Aw thanks, honey. *HHHHUUUGGGGSSSS*

[buffyaddict13.livejournal.com]

OMG WELCOME BACK! i missed you so much!!!!111

and i hug you back just as tightly, my sparkly vampire gal. *mwah*

HI!

*waves*

*offers welcome-back cheesecake*

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

I have missed you too!!! *munches on cheesecake*