I should never, ever watch an SPN ep like Heart...

[ultraviolet9a]

...when I'm tired and/or hormonal. Never. I'm barely holding it together right now.

Crying like a baby. Man, this show is magic. Hell, the actress playing Madison? When I had first seen her as Dr Sth in Smallville (when I watched Smallville that is. Currently the only episodes I caught up with where the ones where Marsters played, cuz p-lease. Marsters.) can't say I really liked her, and I was pretty sure it was the acting, not the role. But here, I did.

And oh god, the last five minutes. The rite of passage, lost innocence kind of thing, the music those magnificent bastards used. Dammit.

I'm such a sucker for drama and I can't stop crying. Nor be really coherent. And ye gods. Ye gods, the acting...blew me off my feet.

And...and...and...shit, Dean got the short end of the stick or however the saying goes. Sam got a better sex scene. 

Ah shit, my wit is failing me cuz those evil masterminds made me weepy. I hate them. Love them. And all the rest in between.

:( 

[Uhm...I had this totally quirky thought that in the sex scene they were doing it doggy style at one point? Which, considering that she's a werewolf, is rather ironic really. (Shutting up. My sense of humour tries to flare up whenever I'm emotionally pressured.)]

(and I'm not really coherent anyway. But I did write Sam/River stuff, and I did write Spike/Jo stuff, god help me. I have no idea why I did. So I guess being tired and/or sick and/or pmsing is good for my muse but NOT for watching 2.17. And....good night to you all. I'll go brood or sth now. Or mope. Or cry. Or whatever. Cuz, you know. Damn the SPN team.)

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Re: The Soundtrack of Life

[ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com]

Ah, can't resist pointing out that as far as Sammy boy is quite the animal in bed, isn't he? Not just the doggy style bit and the bunching killer biceps, but also note that he used his teeth to mark her. is concerned? YES. YES.