I should never, ever watch an SPN ep like Heart...

[ultraviolet9a]

...when I'm tired and/or hormonal. Never. I'm barely holding it together right now.

Crying like a baby. Man, this show is magic. Hell, the actress playing Madison? When I had first seen her as Dr Sth in Smallville (when I watched Smallville that is. Currently the only episodes I caught up with where the ones where Marsters played, cuz p-lease. Marsters.) can't say I really liked her, and I was pretty sure it was the acting, not the role. But here, I did.

And oh god, the last five minutes. The rite of passage, lost innocence kind of thing, the music those magnificent bastards used. Dammit.

I'm such a sucker for drama and I can't stop crying. Nor be really coherent. And ye gods. Ye gods, the acting...blew me off my feet.

And...and...and...shit, Dean got the short end of the stick or however the saying goes. Sam got a better sex scene. 

Ah shit, my wit is failing me cuz those evil masterminds made me weepy. I hate them. Love them. And all the rest in between.

:( 

[Uhm...I had this totally quirky thought that in the sex scene they were doing it doggy style at one point? Which, considering that she's a werewolf, is rather ironic really. (Shutting up. My sense of humour tries to flare up whenever I'm emotionally pressured.)]

(and I'm not really coherent anyway. But I did write Sam/River stuff, and I did write Spike/Jo stuff, god help me. I have no idea why I did. So I guess being tired and/or sick and/or pmsing is good for my muse but NOT for watching 2.17. And....good night to you all. I'll go brood or sth now. Or mope. Or cry. Or whatever. Cuz, you know. Damn the SPN team.)

Comments

[elanurel.livejournal.com]

And why haven't I heard about your fic? Am I so stuck in my own world or haven't you posted since we friended? Dude, hook me up. ;-P

[hiyacynth.livejournal.com]

Oh, no. You weren't dreaming. They pretty much went at it from every angle. Um. Yeah.

Seriously, the last 20 minutes of that episode shredded me to tiny bits. I can't believe I managed to turn off the computer and go to work this morning. (It was bumped for sports last night, so I had to DL and watch this morning.)

Off to watch again.

[daydream03.livejournal.com]

[Uhm...I had this totally quirky thought that in the sex scene they were doing it doggy style at one point? Which, considering that she's a werewolf, is rather ironic really.

LOL, I didn't notice but maybe I need to review that scene. I agree though Sam's was longer & more torrid than Dean's.

OMG Silent Lucidity in that final scene killed me. I don't know what makes me more crazy watching Dean getting his ass kicked or him crying... oh Dean, poor Sam, {{my boys}}