Oh sweetheart. *hugs* Your thoughts are like a smooth, calming river. I'm sorry you didn't get to know your grandfathers, but, if there is an afterlife, i hope they watch you and think how shiny your mentality is.
I don't know about the rest. I'm kind of like Mulder, i want to believe, want it to make sense, but one part of me thinks everything, EVERYTHING is random. Coincidence and random-ity? Randomosity? Whatever the hell that's called. Because shit happens to both good and bad people, and well... ill fate is very democratic, isn't it? Doesn't discriminate. On the other hand, if random (biological etc) actions lead from bacteria to humanity/nature, then there is a miracle in this randomness too, yes?
So i do feel grateful for things, i do. It's tinged with fear, but it is gratefulness nonetheless.
Besides, Freddy Mercury had it pegged down, no? Show must go on. :)
no subject
I don't know about the rest. I'm kind of like Mulder, i want to believe, want it to make sense, but one part of me thinks everything, EVERYTHING is random. Coincidence and random-ity? Randomosity? Whatever the hell that's called. Because shit happens to both good and bad people, and well... ill fate is very democratic, isn't it? Doesn't discriminate. On the other hand, if random (biological etc) actions lead from bacteria to humanity/nature, then there is a miracle in this randomness too, yes?
So i do feel grateful for things, i do. It's tinged with fear, but it is gratefulness nonetheless.
Besides, Freddy Mercury had it pegged down, no? Show must go on. :)