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ultraviolet9a ([personal profile] ultraviolet9a) wrote2007-11-15 04:24 pm
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You guys! *jittery*

I've finished the outline and started writing an SPN/Heroes xover. If i manage this...it's...it's...dammit, you guys, it's one of the weirdest plot donkeys I ever had and it all makes sense in the end and CRAP! CRAP! *excited* I know it's silly posting about something like this, cuz, hello, it's not neuroscience or anything, plus, jesus, this is not a modesty attack, and it's just fic, it's not making the world go round or changing anything, but i'm just so excited i'm about to burst at the seams and if i don't get it out of my system i'll be hyper all afternoon and...and...*bouncy*

And now i feel like a five year old, but jesus, people, i'm just...I'm totally. SHIT. SHIT. *keeps fingers crossed*

Also,

[profile] longhairedlady? That scene we were talking about? It's there. And not random, it's there because it's essential for the plot. Fuck, I haven't been this excited since...since...since This is a story where.  *hops up and down*

And i don't have to go to work tomorrow and... you guys. Did i mention hyper? Did i? DId i?

Can I just add that I'm really really sorry for springing my hyper thing onto you? I am. Really.

*bounces some more, hugs flist, sprinkles with shiny sparkly candy stuff, hopes naked Winchesters will come to find us*

(also, on some but-i-am-a-grownup-really-i-am level, I'm thinking that being so excited because of a plot donkey is...not grown up. Oh who cares. *keeps on with the hyperbounce*)

 

[identity profile] ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com 2007-11-16 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not that it drives me crazy, it's that, along with the hyper there is also the feeling of terror, because this is going to be much, much larger than anything i've written so far, and the thought of so much effort/time/pacing is...hm. Intimidating? In a bouncy way.

[identity profile] elanurel.livejournal.com 2007-11-16 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
That's also how I felt about ASHTOR. It was ambitious for me because there was a story that I wanted to tell in some of my other work this year and it didn't come out so well in execution as I thought it would. ASHTOR let me explore part of that same theme...but it was so outside the realm of what I've written for SPN - much closer in tone to some of my original work, particularly the word play. I tend to make most of my fandom-related stuff straightforward.

At one point, I considered not posting it because it didn't even read like an SPN fanfic to me. The mod of the comm was one of my betas and her comment was, "post it!"

I'm here to bounce ideas off of if you'd like.

[identity profile] ultraviolet9a.livejournal.com 2007-11-17 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you muchly, sweetie! Plotwise and scenewise I know how it's going, but if I do hit a wall eventually, I'll come all panicky and hyper and do the bouncy thing with you. :)

[identity profile] elanurel.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds good to me! You know where I IM. ;-P